Tuesday, April 27, 2010

The Pathetic Me

im feelin kinda pathetic rite now..
likin sumone that already has a bf..
the word people use to decribe sumthin like this is "gila bayang"..
im the only one thats crazy bout her..
cant help it coz she's perfect...
her face..her smile..her eyes..her hair..everythin bout her make me
feel comfortable..she's like the strongest heroine ive ever had..
its not like i really had drugs but i feel like im addicted to
her..wanting to see her smile..wanting to hear her laugh..
she never bores me..but i don't think i can get her to be mine..
she's got a bf..n i think he's wayyy better than i can ever be..
even so..i can juz promise her that i can make her smile every single
day..but is it worth her time to accept such a promise..
i cant describe how i feel in words..when i meet her i feel as if
i can tell her everythin..i can share anythin..
but to her..im juz a guy friend..i juz hope that she keeps "Mr. Teddy'
as long as she can..until i can give her sumthin to replace "Mr Teddy"..